Welcome to my stop on the The Anxiety Diaries blog tour sponsored by Suzy Approved Book Tours! Thank you to Suzy for the invitation!
About the Book:
What will everybody think?
Two thousand nineteen was the worst year of my life, and I can’t believe I’m sharing this devastating journey with the world. There are moments in life that can make or break us, and that year was mine, shaping me into who I am, for better and worse.
I came close to giving up, I made a near-fatal mistake, and I spent too many moments terrified of my own thoughts.
When I started this experiment, to write every day, I simply thought I would be recording the mundane life of a mother, wife, and struggling writer. And, yes, I considered the fact that my family and friends and anybody else who read this diary—my diary—would have access to my most intimate fears, hopes, thoughts, and maybe even an embarrassing moment or two. But I never predicted that I would be providing a detailed account of my struggle with my mental
health. I had no idea the anxiety that only ever played a minor role in my life would make its debut as the staring antagonist. Or the obsessive thoughts and irrational fears that were always real to me would be given new life on these pages.
But as nightmarish as that ordeal was, allowing readers to have a piece of my soul is even more frightening. Publishing my diary may be the bravest thing I’ve ever done.This is my story.
I have no regrets.
My Thoughts:
I received the most thoughtful packaging and note from the author. When I posted my bookmail pictures, I also heard from the author. I can easily tell she’s a genuine and kind person, and I’m grateful for this opportunity to share her first book with you.
Anxiety is something that hits close to home for me, and it’s been that way my whole life. My mom loves to tell the story of me as a baby. She could sit me on a blanket in a room filled with antiques, and if she left and came back, I’d be in the same spot. I’ve always rationalized that I was scared to move off that blanket and explore, scared to get in trouble. I remember stomachaches before dance performances and headaches and sleepless nights before big tests. For most of my life, like Dana, anxiety wasn’t something I talked about, and I felt like I had it under control.
The last few years, and most especially the last one, anxiety is a part of my life I can’t ignore any longer.
I’m grateful for the bravery of Dana in sharing her story here on these pages. Her honesty is raw and refreshing. Books like this make us feel seen. While my experience is not the same as Dana’s, I can relate to so much of what she wrote. I’m sure many of us can.
I’m leaving Dana’s story a discovery you have to make for yourself because she deserves to tell it. It’s thoughtful, important, and timely. And inspiring. Thank you, Dana. ❤️
I received a gifted copy.
About the Author:
Allow me to introduce myself,
My name is Dana Muwwakkil, and I am a writer.
Writing is a natural instinct that was inherited to me from my mama.
It is also a therapeutic way for me to process whatever is inside of me that I cannot express any other way.
Writing is my first love.
My identity does not end there. I am
a wife and mother.
an introvert.
a proud black woman.
a lover of dark chocolate and coffee
a poet
a humanitarian
a plant mama
a movie reviewer
a feminist
I am also an adult living with generalized anxiety disorder (GAD). When I was given this diagnosis in 2016, I didn’t understand the weight of it. This mental illness has been silently sitting on my shoulder for over ten years but it’s become a major part of my life since the diagnosis, specifically after the birth of my youngest daughter who is almost two.
I spent a lot of time hiding this mental illness from family and friends, but it was such a burden for me. To be honest, I was ashamed of what I was going through. It wasn’t until a friend I went to high school with posted on Facebook about her struggles with postpartum depression, did it occur to me that my peers could and were facing mental health battles of their own. Seeing my friend bravely tell her story inspired me to share mine. Little by little I have been opening up, not only to my family and friends but to the world online, where I’ve been found so much support.
In my book The Anxiety Diaries, I am letting readers into my life as a mother and wife and struggling writer, and my anxiety demands to be dealt with as well, which causes so much stress of my marriage, my self worth and affects my everyday life.
Thank you, for visiting my site and if you are an anxiety sufferer as well, know that you are not alone. If you ever want to chat, drop me a line sometime.
Take care tribe!
Peace &Love
Dana Muwwakkil
Awww! This sounds great! I think so many people can relate….especially during this awful year! I’m sorry you experience anxiety… it runs in our family so I’m familiar with the trauma.
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Thanks so much, Carol! I think it very much runs in my family, too, though not enough people are talking about it. ❤️
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What a lovely way to present this book, Jennifer💜 This couldn’t be a more relevant and timely topic. I’m just learning that I’ve probably learned to live with anxiety my entire life. Our generation never talked about it and found ways to cope, like you and I did.
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Thank you, Jonetta. ❤️ Yes, it’s interesting to talk to younger adults (? Weird to type that! 😂)- they put it right out there, and I am trying to not keep it completely under wraps myself.
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One I definitely need to read. I am a walking anxiety these days. Terrific review!
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Thank you, Marialyce! I hope your anxiety gets better soon. ❤️
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Sounds really inspiring. I have had so much of stress with this pandemic. It is only now that I am better not back to normal levels but at least my brain is not zinging
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I’m happy to hear it’s better for you now, Shalini. I hope things continue to get better and better. ❤️
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Anxiety is so common this year, I think, and it sounds like the timing of this book is perfect. I’m glad you were able to make a connection with the author😁
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Thank you so much, Tammy. I agree. I think this year has been hard on just about everyone. ♥️
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This is a wonderful, heartfelt review, Jennifer. Anxiety is one of those ailments we like to sweep under the carpet, when in reality it affects everything we do.
Thanks for sharing your experience and the author’s book with us today ❤
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Aw, thank you, Jacquie. I agree with what you said. It can become so pervasive, especially if we don’t let it out from under that rug. ❤️
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If 2019 was so much I hope 2020 didn’t cause more trouble.
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Thanks, Anne. ❤️ Both years have been pretty tough.
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Kudos to you for your honesty along with the good review.
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Thank you so very much for that, Joyce. ❤️
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Aww, that is such an amazing review! Relating to a book in a more personal way always adds colour to the reading experience, not to mention the review. I agree it is so brave of the author to share her experience and I also think it helps a lot of people realising they are not alone trying to deal with anxiety.
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Absolutely true, Stargazer, and thank you. I’m guilty of not talking about it, but I’m going to do my best to share more so others know they are not alone. ❤️
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Ah no, it wasn’t meant as everybody ought to share. Personally, I am quite a private person and wouldn’t feel comfortable sharing something like that. I just meant it is great that some people decide to write books or articles about it – I am sure they only do it, if it feels right for them.
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I know what you mean, and I unintentionally spoke too generally. I am private, too, and that’s part of why I haven’t shared, but I am going to make more of an effort to share, no matter how small and when I’m up to it. The context would have to be just right for it though. (My blog is rather anonymous. ♥️)
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Great blog tour, gorgeous picture, and awesome review, Jennifer! I added to my tbr. Thanks. ❤️📚
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Thanks so much, Virginia! I hope you find it powerful too! ♥️
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Like you, this hits close to home. Need to read this 💯.
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❤️ I hope you get a chance to read it, LP!
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I hope you get a chance to read it, LP! ♥️
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good review. 🙂 Glad to know you loved the book and were able to relate to so much the author had to tell via the book. Your photo of the book is very beautiful, btw.
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Thank you so much, Debjani! It’s a beautiful book!
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It feels like a very relatable read, adding to my TBR. Loved reading your thoughts on this, Jennifer!
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Thank you, Shaina. It definitely is thoughtful and relatable.
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